Music Makes Me Lose Control,

Headed off to kingston. :D :D :D triple smiley face worthy! Lara and her mummay are picking me up in .. 20 minutes. FInally talked to Shay... once.. and then he didn't call at all again. So i just left it. When i finally called him yesterday to tell him he could come over because we had said we were gonna hang out, he blew me off and didn't give a reason. He's so distant. I really miss him. I haven't been that mad in a while; i can't do this anymore, him acting like it's all about him. It's so hard on me. But i can't lose him, I won't lose him. So, I'm in a pickle. :) Au contraire, Eryk Taylor is THE SEX, He is so funny, and he always makes me feel better. Plus, he appreciates my sick sense of humour and radomness, likes the same kind of music as me, and wants to go to Italy with me. :D :D :D :D QUADRUPLE SMILEY FACEE. :D  I'm just kind of blowing the whole Shay thing off because I don't even want to worry about it anymore. I'm sick of worrying about it; if he wants to be an ass, that's fine. But he can be an ass on his own, I won't stick around to try to cheer him up. I've already tried that.  I'll just wait until he gets better, or until he walks out. Hopefully he gets better.

SAturday I went shopping with Jacklyn and Ashley in Hamilton... WOW lots of fun. ;D Listening to country all the way up, checking out les hotties and such. I got a bright green campuscrew sweater that i am currently wearing, jean cutoffs that i am also currently wearing, and black shorts that are not currently gracing my sacred bod. Just kidding. :) I'm NAKED. hhaa. everythings all packed up and by the door... I lost my house key so I've gotta leave the key in a secret location so joe doesn't have to break in through the bathroom window again. :D WOOOOP that was funny.

well, i should get going. im gonna play some piano, ive got this new some called Ovation Octasion and its really awesome. :P

xox,

evaMARie*
doesn't care about shay.
doesn't care about shay.
doesn't care about shay.
doesn't care about shay.
doesn't care about shay.
            cares about shay.